Doubt is the beginning of fear...

I don't really feel writing this down but K.S asked me to...is about doubt and what doubt can lead to. Once,someone said to me that 'doubt is the beginning of fear",and I'm starting to agree with that,since our entire life is based on choise , and with that doubt appear created from our thoughts. Not faced a doubt can spread and become quickly a fear...but what really keep us from not facing our doubts? Why do we keep avoiding these problems?...Pride can be an answer but not only this,there is a lot more, by confronting a doubt there is the risk of making the wrong choise,and sometimes the price is just to much and the risk is not worthed,so.....I guess we'll always have our doubts kept hidden in ourself

Why and What..questions without answer:-<

Why....why is this happening...Why do they not belive when all you wish is to shout what you have to say.... Why nobody belives you when you say you're in love....in a mater of facts they think you joke or worst,that you're a liar....what can you do then you love and you know that you may never recive it back....What can you do when doubts about people you care about,or even love,are starting to sorround you,how can u escape from them? These questins are all reasons saying: "don't get involve"...but still what can you do when you feel inside you the need to do all thouse things...we can't control our emotions,we bearly restain our actions from doing things that we'll surely regret it later.
And the question remains: What can you do........

Quotes...

Quotes.....a little bit of wisdom

_"You cannot change your fate; however, you can rise to meet it."
_"Like children who kept playing after the sunset, we kept finding ourselves surrounded by darkness."
_"There is no such things as a perfect person. That is why we can't live alone."
_"Miracles aren't something that just happen. You have to make them happen."
_"We are nothing like God. Not only are our powers limited. We sometimes become the devil himself."
_"What a sweet, sorrowful thing love can be."
_"People who want happy endings have to write their own."
_"When I was young I used to think the world was a happy place. Then I learned the truth: that nothing is fair and everything you love gets taken away."
_"If you only face forward, there is something you will miss seeing."
_"If I were the rain that bind together the earth and the sky, who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind the hearts of people together?"
_"Death is certain, the hour is not."
_"There is happiness for those who accept their fate, there is glory for those who resist their fate."
_"If you aren't remembered, then you never existed."
_I know that we can be foolish and make mistakes and we get hurt so easily. But with each mistake, we improve ourselves and with each wound, we don't want to be hurt again. We keep moving on. We cherish the past, the present, and the future."
_"When coincidence seems to convenient, I prefer to call it fate."

Guilty on purpose..

Guilty on purpose..


Some time ago I spoke with a friend of mine, she was troubled by a thing: she had the impression that she's always wrong in everything she does and she doesn't know the reason. The truth is that sometimes we want to be wrong,and we do things wrong. Why? For the sake of others of course...even if we don't to admit it. And why that happens you may ask,well she answered to that question by herself:"I care for others more then I care about me..." Actually we are willing to take the guilty upon ourself and support its consequence for one person that we care about expecting from that person to do the same someday....
P.S:Temari is true what you said:"what doesn't kill u it makes you stronger",but remember that sometimes the scars will make you wander if it wasn't better to die....
One last advice for you...keep on smiling even if you feel like crying,just smile and if you can't do that for you do it for me........

Tree of dreams...

Tree of dreams....

Nature....is the last thing that helps me finding myself and as I sit on the grass thinking at nothing and in the same time at everything,i fill a chill down on my spine in the same time when the warm summer wind blows into my face. I close my eyes for a second and i raise my head to the sky where the sun spreads his light into my brown eyes. Suddenly the sun begins to vanish from the inside out,or at least that i thought the first time,then i realized that it was just a leaf,a pour leaf stolen by the wind from its tree. Is strange how much leafs resemble with our dreams. We can think of ourself as tree which is the most beautiful when we are innocent kids and as we age,dreams just fly away from us taken by reality, i mean how many of us didn't dream to go on the moon for example. That dream is long gone as the cruel realty come over us shaking our tree so hard that we actually could see how our dreams fled from it's roots ending up on the cold soil,the soil that will be their grave...
Anyway,a small amount of leafs survive during the life kept alive only by our hope which only keeps them tied to us, being unable to prevent it from rusting slowly,to turn red,and eventually fall,and in the end,when we reach at the end of life the tree itself is falling down and all it remains are memories of fulfilled dreams,flowers that blossomed a long time ago and their smell is still in the air.....

Atonement..

Atonement
Sorrow and tears fall down my face
My eyes are trembling in total disgrace
It's spark is gone and I don't know where
I search for light in total nightmare.

The night surrounds me in an invisible cloak
I try to escape but I'm caught in a hook
I shout for help but no one can hear me
They are all gone,where they can be?

I'm all alone drowning in tears
I see only black but I feel no fear
Waithing for something,someone to appear
But it's an ilusion,it's only tears..

I don't know why but I feel a chill
It's a mirage or it's something real
I feel no pain but my heart beats faster
It's like a race,every seconds matters.

I release myself from those rusty chains
I start to run fast heading to nowhere
I still have my hope,my reason to fight
I will not give up,Ill search for the light

I finally wake up,it was just a dream
Sweat is on my face,going down the chin
I keep haveing this nightmare,every night and day
Shall this be my punnish for my sins today?...